Sunshine Always
It began with a faint glow from afar. Orange in color against a backdrop in the hours of darkness and endless horizon. It’s nice just lazing on a bench facing the sea under the trees with street lights and soothing gentle breeze. Both of us were amazed at the size of the moon in the distance. It would be absolutely perfect if it was a full moon but that smile luster on us was absolutely pleasant. A very huge happy smile indeed from the orangey moon as we relished the gentle wind alongside a rather quiet serene night.
I’ll probably never forget this very night for the reason that affections are so truthfully sweet and simple manner of thoughts are wholly expressed amid feelings of uncertainty, rational and obscurity of distance. Amongst our infinite phobias of fear and everyday insight of typical worldly wise, decisions made are indeed answers that will only induced questions of more ambiguity and endless improbabilities. A million possibilities and a zillion heartbeat of crazy sanity just to grab hold a clear reply of acceptance and sanction for mutual appreciation for tenderness and affection. Surely it’s the fun we have watching the cat duo running around playing hide and seek in our fancy caprice of senseless charade. Else, it must be the soothing and comforting moments we have together in quiet instance while embracing time and connection. I can’t believe that it’s way pass midnight.
Yet I woke up in the morning only to realize that I never did get an answer simply because I never did ask the correct question. An affirmation to the query by tangible attention can sometimes confused the rightful intention of acceptance. Acknowledgments to our heart are powerful firmness to the next step of mutual association. The serenity and comfortableness we have for each other are persuasive remedy to two easy going unpretentious simple heart. The magic of instantaneous response to acceptance can only be mystified by logical rational mind. It doesn’t even matter if circumstances around us are in chaotic amalgamation; we both truly know our hearts, our longing and our delight. I cannot see the difference between reality and my current dreamy fantasy. It’s like a dream indeed.
But if it was a dream, then it must be a dream come true for me. A dream of longing and desire worth daydreaming about. A reverie of passion and infatuation which is of importance and significance. A step forward together that is worth embarking even if it’s filled with undertakings and risk. We could only be optimistic and hopeful for better days ahead. I wish I could be at hand in every moment and nearby at every circumstance. Though my dream stays visible within my tangerine mind, my physical self is unable to continue the fantasy of everyday mutually. In which I feel awful of me to even trigger an adoration that is alienated by space and distance. I could only wish for this dream not turning into a nightmare of misery indefinitely.
Only the 8th occasion and it had led us to this infatuation of affection. However less the amount compared to all my fingers on both hands, I cannot deny that I felt 80 occurrences further and probably 800 years longer in companionship and friendship. Can familiarity only be resulted from substantial time and sizable information? I sincerely do not know. I just knew the forwardness and fluency of familiarity we have when together. It’s like we have known each other for years amid the reality of our limited dating livery. Surely that’s why we’re able to click. Certainly that’s a good start for some honest heartfelt bonding. Clearly it’s surreal understanding.
It’s having the feeling that your significant other might make you an even better person that one will look forward to existence. I might be wrong but only time could tell. To be able to reach thus far, I’m already surrounded by cloud nine ecstasies. I won’t ask for more as I’m absolutely contented with my present pleasant present. What else can a happy tangerine asked for? Surely, the ‘yes’ that comes with a cheerful smile, a shimmering face and a lovely sweet embrace is very well enough. I’ll indeed cherish my sunshine face... it's like having sunshine always.
I’ll probably never forget this very night for the reason that affections are so truthfully sweet and simple manner of thoughts are wholly expressed amid feelings of uncertainty, rational and obscurity of distance. Amongst our infinite phobias of fear and everyday insight of typical worldly wise, decisions made are indeed answers that will only induced questions of more ambiguity and endless improbabilities. A million possibilities and a zillion heartbeat of crazy sanity just to grab hold a clear reply of acceptance and sanction for mutual appreciation for tenderness and affection. Surely it’s the fun we have watching the cat duo running around playing hide and seek in our fancy caprice of senseless charade. Else, it must be the soothing and comforting moments we have together in quiet instance while embracing time and connection. I can’t believe that it’s way pass midnight.
Yet I woke up in the morning only to realize that I never did get an answer simply because I never did ask the correct question. An affirmation to the query by tangible attention can sometimes confused the rightful intention of acceptance. Acknowledgments to our heart are powerful firmness to the next step of mutual association. The serenity and comfortableness we have for each other are persuasive remedy to two easy going unpretentious simple heart. The magic of instantaneous response to acceptance can only be mystified by logical rational mind. It doesn’t even matter if circumstances around us are in chaotic amalgamation; we both truly know our hearts, our longing and our delight. I cannot see the difference between reality and my current dreamy fantasy. It’s like a dream indeed.
But if it was a dream, then it must be a dream come true for me. A dream of longing and desire worth daydreaming about. A reverie of passion and infatuation which is of importance and significance. A step forward together that is worth embarking even if it’s filled with undertakings and risk. We could only be optimistic and hopeful for better days ahead. I wish I could be at hand in every moment and nearby at every circumstance. Though my dream stays visible within my tangerine mind, my physical self is unable to continue the fantasy of everyday mutually. In which I feel awful of me to even trigger an adoration that is alienated by space and distance. I could only wish for this dream not turning into a nightmare of misery indefinitely.
Only the 8th occasion and it had led us to this infatuation of affection. However less the amount compared to all my fingers on both hands, I cannot deny that I felt 80 occurrences further and probably 800 years longer in companionship and friendship. Can familiarity only be resulted from substantial time and sizable information? I sincerely do not know. I just knew the forwardness and fluency of familiarity we have when together. It’s like we have known each other for years amid the reality of our limited dating livery. Surely that’s why we’re able to click. Certainly that’s a good start for some honest heartfelt bonding. Clearly it’s surreal understanding.
It’s having the feeling that your significant other might make you an even better person that one will look forward to existence. I might be wrong but only time could tell. To be able to reach thus far, I’m already surrounded by cloud nine ecstasies. I won’t ask for more as I’m absolutely contented with my present pleasant present. What else can a happy tangerine asked for? Surely, the ‘yes’ that comes with a cheerful smile, a shimmering face and a lovely sweet embrace is very well enough. I’ll indeed cherish my sunshine face... it's like having sunshine always.
. nonsensical fidelity from charlyn tangerine @ 8:00 AM
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